Viperpits and BMS Falcon- the next best thing to being there!
I think that a big problem you have is that in all the flights you do not hear the GSI and that is the reason you get lost in the flight.You hear them talking from UHF but you do not understand what they are talking about.I noticed that in the VHF your formation spoke mainly Greek so you could not follow the flow of the flight.INIOCHOS as an exercise has a workload and a requirement for proper preparation and reading of the ibriefing. But there is no reason to think that you can not do it